Hello everyone,
I think this letter and it's reply are significant enough to warant posting here, instead of merely
posting on our private forum section.
Bobbi and I received this email before we had seen any evidence for the dramatic positive change
in Jach's channeling, following Peny's death.
It should be read with that particular perspective held firmly in-mind.
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Hi Steve - and to everyone on your site,
From reading on the other "ex-Lazaris" sites, I see that you began your
involvement with Concept:Synergy in the early 1980's. That is long before Katie and Ted and many of the rest of us.
What do you think really happened to bring Peny and Michaell down; I mean
what in your view was the overall cause of their early deaths?
Thank you for your site; it is truly a breath of positive and thoughtful
fresh air in all the tragedy.
Ellen
Concord, CA
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Hello Ellen,
Thank you.
Yes, there is a lot more depth to the story than has been.. so excoriated.
When I knew Peny personally, before the Tradevest debacle she was indeed
quite a "shining light of spirituality", as Lazaris has often called her.
I think Tradevest blowing up in all of our faces, and her fixed unwillingness
to do a *very, very public* mia culpa for getting so many involved -- with the help and spiritual authority of Lazaris (the
"all-not-knowing" / mistake-making friend, he has always asked that we see him as. Thank God and stop the gurus...) really,
eventually killed her.
Michaell loved her enough that he left, as well. That is not unusual
in deep and true, intimate romantic love. And it was, therefore, not a crime.
The crime was in my view: her running from taking full responsibility for
what initially issued from a very generous and indeed "enlightened-self-interested" desire to have we, her friends experience
the same or at least a better level of material success (as she had succeeded *so* well with her art galleries and from Lazaris'
work.
Simple as that. A lack of a sound, socially-responsible basis
for her self-forgiveness and resultant guilt fermenting into resentment over time.
Hence Peny's extremely defensive right wing venom (and her being a naturally
materially-oriented Taurus didn't help matters much either).
And Jach and Lazaris' now, very clear and direct exposed lies to cover
Peny eating and drinking herself to an un-exercised (classic Taurus) early death?
I'll quote Lazaris here: "George Washington never told a lie? That
story is, in itself a lie!" lol
God damnit people.
It is not the lie -- it's the intent and the impact of the lie that matters.
Or would you rather just be an obedient sheep and buy Katie's castrating
/ brainwashing guilt-trip about all lying being proof of non-spirituality and "evil intent"?
Sorry Ellen, I'm speaking to the crowd here - and thank you for asking this
most dangerous of questions.
And PS -- a related question that has often been explored on our gated discussion
board: "Is Jach no longer channeling Lazaris?"
Many have commented upon a huge degradation in the quality of the material
from Jach, since about 1992.
Though there are now still bits and pieces that come through that I have
to remark at the level of depth and spontaneous wisdom; so much like the Lazaris of old.
Bobbi put it well last night: "It's like he's emailing us now, where as
before he was here in full multi-media broadband".
My opinion?
Bobbi may have a pretty good take on this one.
Steve
http://aboutlazarisleaving.tripod.com
